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REVENGE OF THE TREES

REVENGE OF THE TREES

There will come a time – maybe soon

When you have cut down and burned
so many of us that we will no longer
be able to give enough of our gift
to burn any more

Not nearly enough for combustion
in internal combustion engines
of chainsaws and D9 cats

It is true you will still have
your double bitted axe
and cross cut saw

But there may a be a problem
with the breath

NINE ELEVEN 2006

NINE ELEVEN 2006

You get rid of bad habits
by replacing them with good

It may be the same with pictures

One hundred years ago
on September eleventh 1906
Mohandas (Mahatma) Gandhi
stood up before 3000 Hindus and Moslems
in the Empire Theater in Johannesburg

With Satyagraha – The Force of Truth
they pledged under God to defy an unjust law
without use of violence, despite consequences

I don’t want, or expect, to forget the lessons
or math and aftermath of September 2001

But I hope peace comes first to my mind
the next time the number comes up

FEELING THE BADS AND BUYING THE GOODS

FEELING THE BADS AND BUYING THE GOODS

Watching the news will make you nervous
you may want to buy something

The new things will make you feel new
they’re different, so you’re different too

A Ford or a Buick or a Big Brother story
a hat or a purse or a home wrapped in glory

Someone will be there with something to sell
with something to make you feel safe and well

And all it will cost is freedom or money

And you won’t have to pay today

A BEAVER TALE

A BEAVER TALE

The ranch hands found him
half grown and half starved
wandering through the hills
five miles from any real water

Rolled him up in a leather jacket
threw him in the back of the jeep
brought him home and set him loose
in that big slough north of the barn

And what an architect he turned out to be
building his house with cedar post beams
and mud and straw and sticks for walls
larger and homier than a sodbuster’s cabin

An aquatics engineer as well
every inch of his domain cobwebbed
with small rivulets to larger streams
to little rivers all running to his castle

Spill a cup of coffee anywhere in twenty acres
and he could sip it in his home

Mighty impressive and a good neighbor too
until the dry years came

At the edge of the slough was a dugout
where the cattle watered spring and fall
and mostly in winter when we chopped
a hole through thick ice and the cattle’s
weight pushed water to the surface

The beaver needed water too
and he knew what to do
dig a hole through the soft dirt bank
and steal his water from our tank

I watched the surface a long patient time
to see the Vee of his swimming
to shining brown of his head
and fill it with lead

My brother held him up, large as a small man

Life on the ranch is very simple, as was I
what interferes with living has to die
as a city boy might swat a fly

Had they gotten to me then
I could have gone to war

THE ACCIDENT

THE ACCIDENT

Summer job at eighteen
building roads for Ramsay and Bird
hauling hot blacktop to the spreaders

Driving with broken wipers
rainy afternoon, newly oiled approach
wheels slide and cramp into gravel
and then the big blue truck
leaping into the air

A quick, high flip
landing upside down – roof crushing the cab
then bouncing onto the wheels again

Within the truck, and I, time moves slow
as in the flow of unthinking rhythm
I raise my forearm to the roof

And, as it seems, the slow collapse
without impact or jarring of any kind
brings me, ever so slowly, flat against the seat

Crawling out I observe
the roof wrapped round the steering wheel
and crushed pancake flat down to the dash

I see a small safe area
where my cushioned movement placed me

I feel a mystic fearlessness, a change in me

That night I sit with the rest of the crew
older tougher truck driving men

We don’t talk about magic, or beauty
or God or the plastic possibilities of time
of the cosmic wonder of what has happened

We talk of luck and other wrecks
and booze and broads and baseball
and other trucker talk and drink a lot of beer

They getting up – me coming down

AFTER THE CHRISTMAS PARTY

AFTER THE CHRISTMAS PARTY

Antifreeze or whisky
too much or too little
and you’re in trouble

This is the scene
that you would see
if the swirling snow
would let you

A young man
in an old Fork truck
heading West at
three miles an hour

Driver’s window open
arm extended full length

Mittened hand holding
twelve volt spotlight
beam groping the ridge
along the gravelled lane

Two feet from death on one side
ten on the other, and happy