Holland

Days

 

(windmill image)

 

©2001

  1. Neil Meili

 

Dedicated to

 

Hal and Sidra

and the group

 

 

 

CONTENTS

 

 

POEMS BEFORE HOLLAND

 

CRATER

 

ANNA PAULOWNA

 

POETRY AT BERGEN

 

DUTCH GIRLS

 

BOOKS AT BERGEN

 

FRANS HALS MUSEUM

 

HEROES OF HOLLAND

 

BEACHCOMBER

 

IN HAARLEM

 

SHEEP OF HOLLAND


A POEM BEFORE HOLLAND

 

 

I travel to Holland

on wings of childhood story

silver skates and finger in a dyke

 

To lands wrestled from an angry sea

a sea that dearly wants them back

 

Unceasing vigilance to keep the prize

a dark line drawn across their eyes

 

I see windmills chop the salt wet air

Art and flowers leaping up in faith

behind thin walls

 

 

Back to the little boy and the dyke again

legal drugs and red lights in the rain

 

These are a fair and sturdy people

I like them now, and I like how

 

In a land where children must

so often act as men

 

They do not pass acts that treat

their men as children


CRATER

 

 

Giant bowl below sea level

the whole world runs in over the edges

 

Tulips from Asia Minor by way of Austria

in the fifteenth century

 

Satisfactie van Amsterdam in 1566

“no one should be persecuted for his faith”

 

Jews pour in from Spain and Portugal

Huguenots from France, English Protestants

Germans from the Thirty Years War

 

Diamond cutters pour in from Belgium

Diamonds tumble in from everywhere

 

Ships are sent around the horn

trade brings back the world

 

This week in one small town

voices dialogue from five continents

energies seen and unseen come together

are stirred by large and small spoons

 

Everyone dips their cup into the cauldron

goes home with more


ANNA PAULOWNA

 

 

Dorsey likes that a town

is named for a woman

and the pretty doors on the houses

 

We stop at a garage for directions

I think this is okay in a town

named for a woman

 

The men with little English explain

that we have to go back, cross the tracks

go to the dike and turn right again

and the toilet is in the back shop

 

There are

Audis and Volkswagens up on hoists

the bathroom is clean, the tools are clean

the cars are clean, the floors are clean

 

If the dike breaks

and rolls across this town

 

Anna will be proud to know

there will be no oil slick on it’s surface

as it rolls on across the fields


POETRY AT BERGEN

 

 

If Austin is the Athens of America

 

Bergen is the Austin of Holland

 

 

Sunday afternoon

 

reading in seven languages

 

 

Feeling the difference

 

 

Harsh precision of the Dutch

 

If you could understand the language

 

you would understand the poem

 

 

Russian

 

The power of

 

a shot of cold vodka

 

and survival on the Steppes


Afrikaans

 

Dutch rubbed smooth

 

by the soft hills of Africa

 

 

Latin

 

Still the mother of language

 

singing through her children

 

 

Spanish

 

Music of Lorca

 

moving your body as you listen

 

 

French

 

Dark musings of Rimbaud

 

a shrug in every verb

 

 

English

 

The fish does not see water

 

but there was food everywhere


DUTCH GIRLS AT THE CENTER

 

 

Two pretty girls

 

about four and six

 

pick up glasses in the smoking room

 

 

They are having a good time

 

chatting back and forth to each other

 

 

Unlike my children at play

 

this seems such an adult language

 

 

Like playing grownup in their

 

grandfather’s coat and shoes


BOOKS AT BERGEN

 

 

I bought a book

 

at a lovely store in Bergen

 

 

Apparently it was book week

 

and they were giving away copies

 

of Salman Rushdie’s new book

 

 

It was in Dutch, so I gave it back

 

 

Perhaps I should have taken it

 

and been unable to read him

 

in two languages


FRANS HALS MUSUEM

 

 

The pictures, the building

 

the furniture, the tapestries

 

the fireplaces, dishes and clocks

 

we walk in the sixteenth century

 

 

Our landlord at Camperduin

 

Dorsey reminds me at checkout

 

could put on the ruffled collar

 

and fit right in with the guildsmen


HEROES OF HOLLAND

 

 

“Heroic, Resolute, Compassionate”

 

After the second world war

 

added by Queen Wilhelmina to

 

Amsterdam’s coat of arms

 

 

History and one look at their faces

 

would clearly show

 

it could have been there

 

for the whole country and much sooner

 

 

Opening the dykes to drown the armies

 

holding Haarlem against the Spanish

 

surviving slaughter of the innocents

 

“February Strike” against the Nazis

 

 

The armies may have been defeated

 

the people never


BEACHCOMBER AT CAMPERDUIN

 

 

Statue of beachcomber

 

standing on a Holland dike

 

 

Arms filled with bronze wood

 

 

We lean with him

 

into the North Sea wind


IN HAARLAM

 

 

In Haarlam

then streets converge

on the huge Grote Markt

 

A church with a 130 foot high tower

one of the finest organs in the world

pipes as long as thirty three feet

 

Played by Handel and by Mozart too

resting place of Hals and de Key

 

But its always been a market square

old guild houses and fine shops

carved stone in a dozen colors

centuries and centuries old

 

In the corner, red and white

and as plastic as tomorrow

the twin dikes of McDonalds


THE SHEEP OF HOLLAND

 

 

Sheep soft on the soft wet grass

between our house and the old windmill

 

Sheep running in the distance

a long row of cotton candy

pulled by invisible string

 

March lambs gamboling

on the sides and tops of dikes

 

The black cloud of hoof and mouth

gathering over England

strikes as we leave

 

Watching the news in Atlanta

my farmer fear pulls me back

 

Memory revises

 

I stand in the bare fields

look at the bare dikes

 

Taste the burning wool

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

back page quote

 

“A true philosopher must understand

all the follies of mankind by introspection.”

 

Piet Hein